Today my friend told me:
‘You are great. Great sense of humor, personality,
great voice, beautiful face, eyes and hair. You’re funny, sarcastic
and you have good taste in music’
and my mind was like:
‘COME ON, ASK ME ON A DATE, NOW, DAMMIT’
and he says:
’..but your body doesn’t fix. You are fat,
and society hates fat people. I’m sorry, babe’
I started crying.
So, yeah, that happend today. FML.
Today someone texted me:
‘No one loves you, you will die alone’
I guess, he’s right.
Everybody looks happier in their lives without me.
No tumblr today. My grandpa passed away this morning.
I’ll miss you so much.
A big hug for those who told me their secrets. I know you’re in pain. I undestand.
You can always talk to me if you need advice, a friend or just talk.
Stay strong. I love you.
I think I’m starting to have a crush on someone.
I don’t have a crush on anyone.
(Is that normal?)
Today was officially, my first day at my new job. I love it.. but I realized that I’m growing up.. I’m not a child anymore, I do things for myself. I mean, every decision is mine now and each one have a consequence.. I felt this too when I started the university, but now it’s different. I
hate love growing up!
So, yeah.. I’m really tired. I want to sleep.