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All the words I don't say.

Today my friend told me:

‘You are great. Great sense of humor, personality,

great voice, beautiful face, eyes and hair. You’re funny, sarcastic

and you have good taste in music’

and my mind was like:

‘COME ON, ASK ME ON A DATE, NOW, DAMMIT’

and he says:

’..but your body doesn’t fix. You are fat,

and society hates fat people. I’m sorry, babe’

I started crying.

So, yeah, that happend today. FML.

Today someone texted me:

‘No one loves you, you will die alone’

I guess, he’s right.

Everybody looks happier in their lives without me.

Should I..?

No tumblr today. My grandpa passed away this morning.

I’ll miss you so much.

A big hug for those who told me their secrets. I know you’re in pain. I undestand.

You can always talk to me if you need advice, a friend or just talk.

Stay strong. I love you.

I need a life.

help me, please.

I think I’m starting to have a crush on someone.

Oh, no..

I don’t have a crush on anyone. (Is that normal?)

Today was officially, my first day at my new job. I love it.. but I realized that I’m growing up.. I’m not a child anymore, I do things for myself. I mean, every decision is mine now and each one have a consequence.. I felt this too when I started the university, but now it’s different. I hate love growing up!

So, yeah.. I’m really tired. I want to sleep. Bye.